Ah, Cade. It still blows me away that he’s not only been willing, but eager to progress through his CF Education as far as he has! He reminds me of that super hot jock – the football team captain, or school’s star wrestler – from college that I’d fantasize over again and again, dumbstruck and awed everytime we’d pass eachother in the halls or in the quad and at whom I’d nervously steal glances during a class I was lucky enough to share with him, imagining just how amazing it’d be if he’d only had the slightest, even most remote potential to ever get it on with another man. You know the guys I’m thinking about. Hell, oftentimes I’d not even fantasize about doing stuff with these guys myself, but be perfectly content just imagining them doing something with another guy at all – any guy! Alas, all too often fantasy and imagination were as far as it ever went, and I’d be left with endless nights of “What ifs?” and “I wonders…”.
