I don’t.. I dunno how you know me through someone up here? But no I don’t have twitter and for obvious reasons I can’t give you my email because I can only imagine the hate mail I would get..
This is my final thought I loved mike, I loved him with all my heart and I thought he was my best friend.. I stuck by him while he was going through the hardest times.. I can’t say how I would of felt if mike had sat me down and asked if I would ever be okay with him doing porn.. I dunno and I’ll never know, but finding out the way I did was so heartbreaking For me.
All always love mike.. to me he’s just lost and on pills and isn’t going in the right direction. I hate him for a lot of things a lot, some that nobody knows but me and mike… and I’ll never forgive him because he left me without any closure.. I dunno if dating me was all a lie? I don’t know if mike is really gay or bi sexual? And I will never really know answers to a lot of my questions and that’s what hurts me the most. It’s almost like I have to morn a person who is alive. I will never hear or see mike again and I will never get the answers and closure I need and that’s something I have to face and come to peace with.. its just going to take time

I know it’s very hard to process, and in the ways things turned out, you were painted the bad guy. I get it, I totally do. I commend you for standing your ground after the revelations, many other girlfriends and wives have found out in similar ways and in the end they are able to reconcile their feelings about it, somehow. You, on the other hand, know the dangers and risks involved with all of this, the filming, the escorting and most importantly, the substance abuse issues. I get it, you’re concerned about your health and reputation. I want to tell you, that You need to begin the healing process, you need to begin to move forward and not let this be the portion of your life that defines you.I highly encourage that you go back and delete the comments with his stuff on them, nothing but attention will follow him, and in that same vain, will follow you too. It’s good to vent and let things go.

Lets continue this conversation away from here. Do you have a twitter or something like that?

His family believe him over me any day.. of course look at the outcome I’m the “physco ex stalker gf” who’s insane.. he’s convinced his agents that he’s convinced his parental that.. i tried to tell them multiple times to get mike to rehab.. and guess who they belive.. I’ve done all I can at this point. His family hate me, he hates me and yes of course I was way out of line at times…but in all honesty I didn’t know how to deal with this On top of so much more. its almost therapeutic for me.. I have to talk about it with someone.. I’m angry, I’m depressed, I’m humiliated, I feel gross I dunno I feel so much and for me to talk about it helps me.. I’m sure this happens all the time and maybe if I can share my experience with someone going through the same stuff.. I never imagined in 100 years I would have to deal with this.. I’ve dated men wheee hmmm you question their sexuality but with mike I never thought for one second he could do gay porn.. it took me by complete shock.
Mikes going to do porn for the rest of his life he will. It’s easy fast, lazy way to make cash..
do you know how any times I’ve been asked to do porn… how much they wanted to pay.. but I personally could never ever do that. he’s going down a dangerous horrible road.. he’s a compulsive lier.. he lied to all the agency’s he’s told me everything… I even warned him whatever you do! Do not break your contract.. I hope he gets help I do, this industry is really ugly especially for kid who is lost in life looking for anyway to make money..

I cannot fault you for feeling the way that you do after everything came out. But at some point a responsibility fell on you,of sorts, after you found out about his habit. Going cold turkey fails most of the time. Did you ever push rehab? Why didn’t his family push for rehab a long time ago?

At this point, are you looking for vengeance or for something to come out of this?

I would offer to ask my friends in the industry to contact their employers/ bosses and persuade them to not hire him again, something that I never do. But in all honestly, I think you accomplished that all on your own. As soon as you said breach of contact months ago, you sent red flags through out the industry. At this point, I feel like I must warn you, that there are more predatory studios that don’t respect the unwritten rules of the business that will hire him. These are also studios that have reputations of not paying people and exposing them to dangerous conditions. If you are able to do anything for him, I would everything in your power to seek treatment for him and help him avoid fiming again since his options at this point are dangerous.

I guess I was really nieve I don’t take pills.. I don’t have an addictive personality so I didn’t understand why he was sick all the time..why he would sweat why he would be so fucked up towards me for a long time I didn’t know.. until I found bags and bags of pill.. he would swear to me he stopped but in all honesty he never did. I dunno why I stayed with him I really don’t.. I was dumb really dumb I thought I loved him and to me you just don’t give up on someone when there struggling.. I didn’t know the porn thing what hurt me the most is he’s having sex with me and putting my health at risk while he’s off having gay sex without condoms.. that’s gross and fing disrespect.. you had no respect for me none whatsoever so how I’m suppose to have any respect for him now

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Would you have been okay with him asking “hey, I want to do porn?”.

Also, from what you wrote, and from what people have said. You knew he was into drugs and had a pretty bad habit. What was it that made you stick around? We’re his parents cognizant of this too? It feels like the shit hit the fan with him and everyone around him is surprised it happen.

Now let me tell you this , so that you don’t think I’m defending him . On the contrary, I’m 100 x’s Pettyer than most people, I just wouldn’t go about doing this if is I was cognizant of what was happening around me. Now, if you had absolutely no idea about anything, the drugs, porn, other women until recently, that’s another story. And if that’s the case, I can’t blame you at all or tell you how to feel. But did you know about anything of this, before his scenes by the Internet?

No I honestly don’t know what women he’s referring to but when I talked to him he said his moms opion is the only one that matters.. but in all reality I don’t believe that for one second if I know mike he’s found some other girl and is living mooching of her taking/ selling pills until he can find another porn studio.
As for me I’ve lost all respect for him. There was a time I would of done anything to help him. He should of told me about the porn but then again he should of done a lot of shit differently..

I’m inclined to believe you are who you say you are. Let me ask you this, in one email he says he needs to tell some “about anything porn related”. Is this you? Because going off his email response it seems like you know and are/ or were, okay with something regarding the porn.

What is it that you want? Would you like for him to stop? If you are still in contact with him, why not ask him? Is his addiction winning? perhaps it might be time to get him into rehab?

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Mike is bitch, he uses lies to everyone he knows.. he lied To all his talent agency.. he’s honestly the most fucked up person I’ve ever known.. his poor parents think he’s clean and sober and that he’s done with porn.. trust me I read his email yesterday he’s trying.. trying badly to get signed to whoever will take him.. you don’t need proof.. if you know mike and you know everythijing and me then you tell me who to believe.

You live in WC or concord right? I know you through a friend there.

Don’t get your hopes up boys… mike rocke rathburne whatever is trying to get hired on doing straight porn!!! Guess he couldn’t handle the dick as much as we all hope for

I’m back bitches! Did you miss me wow mike has been a busy boy… here’s new drama.. 1. He working for ups in San Jose to try and convince his family he done with porn but secretly hes trying to get hired on anyyyyyyy studio that will take him!! Because guess what when you betray your agents and break your contracts Michael klis.. you get fucking sued. I say fuck yea sue this bitches ass he fucking deserves it! Ohh and if any agents need proof I got into his email and have tons and tons of dirty stuff you want:)
Come find me
Jemma Bagguley
Xoxox 😘😘😘

Yeah, cause I probably wouldn’t be allowed to do more just wanted to rim him. Maybe he would let a guy do that cause he would not actually have to see him.

fuck i wanna lick that guy’s hairy taint….pumpkin pie flavoured. hotttt. them legs! that sexy manly face. #boner

I don’t know his back story — and am not sure I want to. If he was only shooting porn to feed a drug habit, then I hope he is getting help. But if he was really into the sex aspect of it — I would love to see him return once he gets the monkey off his back.

Always wanted to see that guy fucked the pumpkin get his pumpkin fucked — even he was doing himself with a dildo.