R.I.P. Big Ang. I miss her.

Right? And what’s funny is that some people think you’re bi if you’re a non-flamboyant gay. The ignorance is real. LOL!

LOL I have seen that gay/straight flip too – but see I always wonder which side is real. For me, I have never been flamboyant, it would be awkward as fuck. Most people who “discover” I am gay seem shocked, and that always makes me laugh.. like dude we don’t all do “Drag race”. Holy shit. I guess that no mater how far we come we are always going to have that looming.

As for Jamie – I don’t hate the woman , hell I obviously don’t know her. But I can say her “day in the sun” was over two years ago. THIS shit is just plain ratchet.

I just don’t believe in monogamy, it flies in the face of nature. I care very much for HB, but to say he is the only one I want for all time… HAHAHAH I can’t even write the words without giggling. Let’s just say he and I have both been honest enough with ourselves to admit we love a wild piece of ass. I’m a guy, I fucking love guys – I love fucking guys. I love fucking him too. I can’t picture it but maybe someday that will change, for right now I am content. I think much of what makes a relationship crash and burn are expectations, the rest – communication. He and I seem to share one dirty dirty brain lol. I think marriage had a time and place, and that is quickly evaporating. I have seen far too many of them get ugly, and I have zero desire to go down that road. I do support everyone else’s right to fuck up their lives and commit whatever mayhem they choose though.

Well… Vadim and Quentin are a different story. It’s one thing being confused and another to pretend being straight while getting dicked all the time. Don’t really know the entire story regarding these two but from what I’ve gathered, they’re far from being allies of our community.

I agree that Jamie should just stay behind the camera and be the female Pete. She’s had more dicks than any other female performer get in a lifetime. As for their female talent, I kinda like Bailey. I think she’s quite pretty. But I honestly find the straight side of Corbin Fisher quite funny because like you, Corbin Fisher isn’t the site for me if I want to watch straight porn. I’d rather watch Dane Jones than their straight scenes.

I guess part of the appeal of men to us is their masculinity, that’s why studios capitalized on that. But in real life, some gays act like their straight to protect themselves from society’s homophobic nature. I once went to a salon to get a haircut because the barbershop I frequent to was full of customers that day. My hairdresser seemed like a straight guy ’cause he acted and talked like one. Then his friend walked in and chatted with him for a bit and let me tell you, everytime he’d talk to his friend he becomes flamboyant complete with gay “accent”. The entire time he was switching back and forth talking to me and his friend and it was like watching the movie SPLIT. I really felt sorry for the guy.

LOL well said. I am always at odds with legal, because I plan these intricate hatchet jobs – then they come in and rain hell on my plans with all kinds of “LIABILITY” – I’m over here like “Fuck that, what do you motherfuckers get paid for?” LOL! SO then the “motherfucking” begins, argument, argument, argument.. number crunching, argument argument, final liability ruling (by moi) and we do it my way – the end. HB I have to say is a cut above in that he at least does his due diligence before pissing on my parade. Half the time I wind up in the law library doing their damn job for them. As for the Jet.. I ain’t gonna lie – it’s fuckin sweet. This will be the third time I got it, and I am seriously geeked. As for HB and I, it works right now, I have learned the hard way that is subject to change – and as long as we both have our space I think we’re good. Let’s put it this way, I am not sellin my condo and picking out china patterns. Fuck all that anyway. I don’t really believe in marriage, I think it’s an absurd out dated tradition – and I am not betting half my shit on anyone lol. We aren’t exactly “monogamous” anyway, but I think that was what made our thing last as long as it has. As for children.. you know, every once in a while I get weak between the ears, then I borrow my one of my sisters brats and it usually goes away fast LOL! I’m not ready – not sure that I ever will be.

Dude – I fucking love my job, oh there are times when it gets sticky, but the exhilaration can’t be matched. I am at my best when the pressure is on, and there is nothing like seeing my work in action. Ugh.. I have booked this Ibiza trip 4 times already, but my team doesn’t roll till all the I’s are dotted and T’s are crossed – they agree to our terms completely, or no sugar for them. This particular deal has been one giant hair ball after another. My boss finally said fuck it when the deal is ready he will send his jet.. I fucking LOVE the jet. It’s like the ultimate “atta boy”. God I am cheap.

However lol, I did notice looking back over this past week of my posts I seem to get seriously CUNTY when I am dealing with a higher than normal level of assholes in my mix at work. For anyone who’s cheerios I shit in – my apologies. I gotta say too – I think for all future deals I am taking HB out of the rotation. I can’t seriously “Motherfuck” him like I want to when I am going to see him across the pillow later. THAT has upped my stress too. *Sigh* Ya just never really get to have it all.

LOL. Well hun, even porn stars should know when to quit getting naked.. Look at what’s his dick who was fucking with a TURTLE NECK on last fall. Some things just weren’t intended to be in the public eye!

You’re confused. I don’t find Jamie attractive, I never will, not just because she has a vagina, but because I don’t find her pleasing to look at. My problem was with the comments being made about her body.

Muah! Backatcha

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Noooo but I do deal with it all day, I head a team that decides who gets to go to the ball, and who is headed for the guillotine. Sort of like the “A” team for international companies that can’t decide to live or die. Oh it’s a shitton more complex than this synopsis suggests LMFAO! But the long and the short of it is I am the Grimm reaper for any non performing execs or outside companies who are not cutting it – it’s how HB and I met. See once I come in and gather all the dirt, I put together the list of ugly shit that has to go – then I contact legal to come in and shit all over my plans with a bunch of potential indemnity and projected exposure. Arguements ensue blah, blah, blah – I win – THEN I get to rehash all my wicked plans and then BOOM done. Gah – I wish it were that simple but that is the crux of it. Unfortunately I don’t get to work with him all the time, I have a “pool” and have to take whoever is free. BUT – right now we are in the throws of a deal in Ibiza (we were supposed to be there 2 weeks ago) I am hoping goes down soon. I have cabin fever, and it is making me a really cranky bitch lately.

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LOL Damn. I looked for that damn gif and couldn’t find the fucker.

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Misogynistic gays are such weirdos.

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LOL Cunt HELL yes. They don’t pay me all the money cuz I’m hot.. they should but they don’t.

You know – the whole Misogyny argument.. No Bueno. Women have gotten filthy stinking rich and famous acting like complete and total sluts on camera – hell look at Kim K and well – all the Kardsian’s for that matter. Kim K got the ball rolling with a “leaked” sex tape. Paris Hilton –
second only to Kim as the world’s most famous whore.Courtney Love is only famous because SHE is a sloppy whore. I could add hundreds to this list – SHIT – CHER is only famous cuz she was a total whore back in the day.. yeah she has a voice, but THAT sugar is not what got her famous. So yeah – stuff the misogyny thing. The only thing stigmatizing about Jamie’s illustrious career is that she stayed so long it got sad. If you are putting yourself in the public eye – bitch invest.