That gives me impression that he doesn’t really enjoy his “Griffin”
persona, but he tries hard to keep up appearances for fans which most
entertainers do. I may need to listen to it again though.

If he
wants to retire anytime soon, I’ll be down with it as long as he can be
happy with his life. He looks really talented in baking so wishing he has
future in culinary world here.

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I assume he will try to retire, but he mentions several times that the idea of that is more difficult than the reality.

The separate identities didn’t surprise me too much, it was how he described it that was odd to me. That was until he detailed his first sexual encounter and it was the interviewer who said, “ummm, you were raped Ben.” Then he said, “Yeah, I know, but I don’t think of it like that because people don’t think men can be raped, so not really.” It was really a tough part to listen to because you can tell he still has a lot to work through and I’m not sure he’s aware and put all of the pieces together.

It also confirmed to me my suspicions that a common thread between sex workers is some sexual trauma in their life.

It Sawyer now

Starring Diego Sans…as a top.

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I listened to this yesterday based on Rockhard’s suggestion, and it’s a great interview. A few of the porn stars I know separate their real life and their porn persona like that, so it wasn’t too surprising to hear that from Benjamin/Griffin. It definitely sounds like he’s gonna be retiring soon.

I would watch the inevitable porn parody from MEN titled “Dude, You’re Getting Some Dick!”

I’m not an Angelo fan as well. I still can’t unsee Paul Canon in him. I prefer Jax any day.

That bit you said about Malcolm’s load is proof you can’t fake chemistry. You can have the models “flirt” behind the scenes, but the lack of real chemistry will still show.

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Well just wait until you’re on your computer, you’ll see there’s a guy in the background also fucking a girl, and it’s Price.

Looks to be a draining week for Ethan, he has a scene coming up next week with Roman as well.

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notice the other guy in the background ? That’s price, see the tan lines?

Did you watch the preview? Price is fucking a girl in that same video.

The Nile isn’t just a river in Africa

I really like her shows, it was so random to hear him on an episode.

The quick and dirty: He talks about how fake porn is.

He really seems to have separated himself Benjamin from his character “Griffin”. It is actually really odd how he discusses “Griffin” almost as if he dissociates the experience of random sex acts for pay as not being himself Benjamin, that is all “Griffin”. He presents “Griffin” as him acting or being an actor. For example, when he is on social media he takes on the character “Griffin” and talks about searching for random cock on a Friday night, when in reality he is Benjamin on the couch watching Veep. Benjamin is boring and doesn’t do that. He doesn’t drink or do drugs or party, etc.

He goes into being gay, or possibly reverse bi-curious. Discusses G4Pay performers and how difficult it is to work with those models and how he avoids it now. Pay/compensation, how it was good, then bad, then good. STD’s: he got syphilis from an oral scene. The rise of STD’s even with Prep.

It is really worth a listen….but it might rock some of the hardliners on this blog who think things like “straight guys can’t sleep with men” and that “gay guys actually enjoy every scene they are in even with a gay guy”, “there is not such thing as bisexual”. Where the rest of us who know porn is mostly acting and fantasy, will mostly just node and say, yeah, thats what I thought.

Oh, I do like how he discusses with porn being so available now, gay men think porn is normal and how sex really is in real life or in relationships; how it’s created unrealistic views of sex. I totally agree with that. Anyway, it’s a really good interview.