I was actually bulking and getting to my goal, but then life happened ( family matters and mental illnesses that are none of your business but i feel like mental illness is never discussed so that I have to justify myself)… I was put on heavy duty medication where I gained a massive amount of weight as a side effect, and I could not recognize myself since the medication was making me so mellow and numb (physical dissociation syndrome, look it up). I am happy to say im off the meds and getting back into my old groove. But please next time ask… I am on twitter like every model out there… I will be more than happy to talk. drastic physical changes usually come from a bigger problem. Be compassionate and consider all aspect of someones life before assuming I just became lazy.

Yeah he said he was “bulking” a few years back but I never bought it.

That is not from bulking that’s from lack of exercise. the look is very different. Slimmed down a bit the last I saw him.

But when they do, which is rarely, It’s hot.