“I didn’t read your last post. It was too long. I’ve experienced that to read one of your posts is to read them all. Projections, false narratives, yadda, yadda, yadda. I see you are sending replies rather quickly again. Are you back to sitting by your computer impatiently waiting for a reply from me? Sorry you’ve had to wait so long these past few days. I was becoming done using you and had moved on. I wanted to practice explaining projections and the allegiance to false narratives. I needed to practice explaining complexities, simply, patiently and cordially. I practiced on you to prepare for explaining Trump to a MAGA relative. The angry insistence that a lie is true (The Big Lie) causes the ego’s need to be right and fear of being wrong (thus stupid) to become arrogantly defiant and hostile to the truth. A sort of de-programming has to occur.

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You sure were right about one thing: you had “nothing to add.” Isn’t that what you tell Bjoerk? That he believes everyone else has to have his ideas about sexuality forced on them?

That doesn’t ring any bells for you and you?

Forcing ideas about what counts as kindness and what’s mean… what Black people do or should think and feel…

Oh. Maybe MisterB is an alter and you have no idea what she does!

Thank you! I love passing on important things I’ve realized. I’m not sure there is anything else I can add to this topic, but if something else comes to mind I will pass it on. I’ve discussed the entrapment caused by arrogant allegiance to narratives we might create about those we do not know. The narratives we might create about those we actually do know can be undependable. We can be disappointed by those we don’t think could disappoint us and we can be impressed by those we don’t think could impress us. I don’t know you; what you look or sound like, or how you behave. I’ve never wondered how you might be in real life and I have no need for you to be any particular way. How you think I am, I’m not, and how you might be matters none to me. Très amusant et c’est la vie.

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You first.

Mmhmm. Yes. Do go on. I love observing the benefits of your meditation and growth.

This post was so short the 2 words in it fell into my eyes before I could even blink. Tehehehehe! So now you can know a bit more about the narrative you created involving me. In YOUR narrative I need to free myself from YOUR narrative FIRST. I’m not trapped in YOUR narrative so I don’t need to free myself from it AT ALL. But In your narrative I am and I do. This is known as a “false narrative” that you have convinced yourself is true and have become trapped within. Trapped because what you think needs to happen will NEVER happen. I won’t be acting out the part you want me to play in your mental movie or reciting the lines you have imagined I should say. Biden is President no matter how much that flies in the face of Trump’s imagined scenario. Fantasy vs. Reality.

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You can’t quit me but your posts keep getting shorter. This is concerning if you ever want to become free of your invented narrative of me that you are trapped in and want so desperately to be true. You must continue to examine this narrative thoroughly so that you might eventually discover who it’s really about. You may not be asking yourself the right questions. You’ve probably, by now, created in your mind an image of how you see me looking. We’ve never met so I’m a blank sheet of paper you can draw on. Look at your mental drawing. Who does it remind you of? Someone in your past, perhaps, you have unresolved and unprocessed issues about? A relative you wanted to control whose approval you craved, maybe? Look at that image you’ve created and think. Achieve that “aha” moment you need.

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As my favorite character Brenda Leigh Johnson once said: “You first, B—.”

This post is so short. How are you going to get to the truth of the narrative of me that you have created if you don’t explore it in depth and write down all the details of it as many times as you need to? It makes no difference how repetitive and absurd your posts might get. There is something that you have yet been able to see that keeps you imprisoned by your illusions of me. Have you been able to identify those aspects of yourself that you have projected onto me, for example? Have you yet been able to see why you need for me to be how you projected me so that you can play out the narrative you have created for yourself? I’m a blank blackboard that you write about yourself upon. Remember that and use that to find yourself out of the self-created labyrinth you are so trapped within. Carefully study what you write.

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I didn’t think the verbals matched up to the visuals. There was all that talk in the beginninga bout Phillip being all about big cocks in his throat, and how Sean hadn’t been deepthroated by anyone at the studio (which is a lie, but whatevs). But then it starts with…Sean sucking dick? And they were trying to be way too aggressive with it. Meanwhile Sean was harder doing the sucking than Phillip was getting sucked. The fucking in the first half had way too many slip-outs. Phillip came quickly (not sure if he was even hard when he came) so he must’ve enjoyed it. But that left Sean having to ramp up to a cumshot he wasn’t ready for.

The second half was a little better in the sucking department, though at times Sean wasn’t as hard as we know he can be. That blowjob was also drier than loose leaf paper. Maybe Phillip lacks a juicy mouth. The fucking in this half was better without all the acrobatics, but still felt hollow. The better parts of the scene were their interactions before the sex and after the cumshots. Sean is very good at passionate kissing, touching and all that, and they didn’t really allow him to tap into that during the fucking. If that’s what Sean is good at, but you wanted this to be all about a country pig catching some dick, why pick him as the top? Jax or Brysen would’ve been better choices. Or Blake or Asher. Sean can be a hard hitting top, but he’s not really a “pigfucker.” That’s not his lane.

Hahaha! You only say you aren’t reading when you can’t respond. Because you do keep reading. Your responses are the proof.

Fascinating! You’re finished (and you continue). You’re Obama, but he doesn’t refer to every Black person he meets by color . But Trump did once, strangely, refer to a member of the crowd as “my African American.”

You claim you don’t care, but you won’t drop it. It doesn’t take an expert to know that’s not the behavior of someone who doesn’t care. And no number of “don’t care” gifs will counteract the fact of your response–even though you said you “stopped reading me years ago.”

You’re just outmatched.

You again…and again? Tehehehehe! I’ve already stopped reading your posts, as I let you know. I feel done with you, for now. I’m trying to finish up the educational series about the 14th Amendment on Netflix, called Amend. I also need to get more programs watched that are filling up my DVR. BUT you “talking” through the narrative of me that you have created in your mind that you are so helplessly trapped within might help you because you might actually notice how absurd it is to have given me so much power over you emotionally. Right now you don’t seem to be able to objectively see yourself. So don’t stop writing in case it helps you in the end, since it is nothing I can help you with. I’m not trapped in your narrative of me with you. I won’t be reading them but do it for you.

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On this account alone you have more than triple the number of posts that I do. That doesn’t even include your doppelganger account. But you aren’t obsessed. And you don’t write too many words, and you aren’t repetitive. Surrre. I’m going to nominate Bair as the replacement for Karen when that gets worn out.

You again…and again? Tehehehehe! I’ve already stopped reading your posts, as I let you know. I feel done with you, for now. I’m trying to finish up the educational series about the 14th Amendment on Netflix, called Amend. I also need to get more programs watched that are filling up my DVR. BUT you “talking” through the narrative of me that you have created in your mind that you are so helplessly trapped within might help you because you might actually notice how absurd it is to have given me so much power over you emotionally. Right now you don’t seem to be able to objectively see yourself. So don’t stop writing in case it helps you in the end, since it is nothing I can help you with. I’m not trapped in your narrative of me with you. I won’t be reading them but do it for you.

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There are too many words and I have other things to do so I stopped reading half-way through. I thought you were winding down but I see you are winding up. Tehehehehe! As I’ve explained; you are trapped in a narrative about me that you created in your mind, but I’m not trapped in it with you. You sent your list of my failings, along with snide remarks, and I just shrugged them off. Obama is my role model. I quickly sent you a corresponding list and you apparently do not possess the ability to shrug things off. Trump is your role model and you want me to be responsible for your emotional immaturity. I repeat: you are on your own with your self-created narrative, but I do wish you luck freeing yourself from it.

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